fly like you've never flown before,

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

I'm tired,
extremely tired.
sigh. =X

Y11:14 PM

Friday, January 29, 2010

hey darling!
I got your message, ha.
aww, that's soooo sweet la.
tao yan! :D
it's day 2 of your trip and 7 more days you'll be back.
missed your voice and your stupid faces when i do something evil. LOL.
i miss you, so so so much,
i love you, so so so much,
SO GLAD TO HAVE YOU IN MY LIFE TOO. =)

Labels: Happy Birthday Daddy.

Y10:47 PM

Thursday, January 28, 2010

After turning 20,
my time just passing faster and faster.
see, that goes 1 day again.
no wonder old people always say 做人没意思!
well, I believe life is held tight on our hand.
the life you want, you choose it.
the person you want to be with, you choose him/her.
nobody can make any comment or any decision regarding your life.
cos it's all yours.
awww, I don't wanna be emotional now. =X
bibi is going for 9 days outfield at brunei.
guess he will grumble alot when he come back,
da shao ye ma. ^^
woots, 9 days no call, no message, nothing.
new challenge for us uh.
i think the longest we din talk to each other was 2 days right?
anyway, take good care of yourself ok fat fat!
you missed 9 days of my life, so must use 90 years to mend back, dont care! haha.
you're more than willing to do it right? aww.
I'm gonna miss you hell loads, you know?
:( :( :(
I LOVE YOU, NICHOLAS YEO.

Labels: 110609

Y12:12 AM

Saturday, January 23, 2010

alright, i dont even know if there's people out there actually read my blog.
but i still wanna blog,
cos simply i need a place to shout out loud.
today morning was raining cats and dogs,
super cooling.
as a result, the rain made me overslept,
i skipped 2 hours lecture in the morning,
went to school at the afternoon.
had lesson till 3 plus then went to chill with classmates at school.
did our favourite pastime: monopoly game. LOL.
then went to have dinner with boyf,
walked around, he sent me home and home sweet home.
i'm feeling super sian now la.
sian sian sian.
studying for test but like cant make anything go into my brain.
brain cells wake up please. sigh. =(

PS:
i've learnt something new today,
and i'm not gonna make myself feel awful again.
ah min is in a relax mood now,
nothing gonna affect my mood in whatever way. =)

Y1:46 AM

Friday, January 22, 2010

Just watched 下一站，幸福。
kinda like that show, although it's same old drama storyline,
but it still managed to make me feel touched, ha.
AND, vanness is so handsome can? awww.
I should be sleeping at this hour,
darling always request me to sleep early,
yet not once I sleep before 12am. =X
he's gonna be mad when he see this.
anyway, school is boring.
lectures, tutorials, assignments, projects bleh bleh bleh.
sian, what to do, have to endure too.
just 1 more year, dont know what to do after this 1 year too.
hopefully can just go school together with darling after his army,
shall see he's willing to go school with me a not.
nothing much past few days, just rot and move, move and rot.
I wanna make life much fruitful and interesting,
but have no idea how, sigh.
awww, not trying to be emo at this hour.
but feel kinda sian, same rountine everyday.
darling is double busy than me, busy man.
just hope nothing changes,
despite we are lacking of time, lacking of company.
guess i should already get used to all this,
but i think i still have not fully adapted.
whatever it is, now is friday.
and i shall see you later. =)

PS:
there's something missing inside of me,
and i'm trying to figure out.
is that something i'm unhappy with?
something that i want so long yet cant get it?
or i'm just plainly jealous over others?
go sleep la you, tomorrow will be a brand new day.

Y12:23 AM

Monday, January 18, 2010

hey guys, i'm back again. =)
actually I've got nothing to write,
but feel kinda bored now so trying to find something to do.
baby is busy leaning dancing in camp,
bubble pops out, haa.
i cant imagine that la.
weekend was ok,
saturday went to Justin 21st birthday celebration,
had a great time over there.
honey joined in our monopoly gang and he's super cute when he played that game.
LOL, bu yao wan le la~ hmmpp..
then sunday went to bugis,
watched It's Complicated, not bad.

Past few days went through ups and down,
and i swear they were the worst days in my entire life.
for a moment,
I nearly lost someone who's always love me dearly,
taking good care of me,
always give in to me despite he's feeling upset too.
whatever he do, he'll put me on the first place in his life.
I never knew I could love someone so so much,
I never knew that parting pain just able to make me fall into pieces.
so thanks baby, =)
I love you soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much, you know? =)

Y10:19 PM

Friday, January 15, 2010

I, me, myself
dont know what to say,
dont know what to do,
dont know how to salvage everything.
sigh.
i missed how we get along 6 months ago,
so so much. :(

Labels: ily imy

Y1:58 PM

Monday, January 11, 2010

It's our 7th month! (:
time flies without knowing.
alright, all i wanna say is........
BABY!
thanks for your love and care,
thanks for always chasing me back after an awful fight,
thanks for giving in to me due till my "hard" mouth which you dislike SUPER lots,
thanks for your patient as I'm always lacking of time managament.
thanks for making me become a better person. ( that's why you always nag at me! )
thanks for EVERYTHING!
although it's kinda tough now,
we've nothing,
but it's YOU that makes me willing to do anything for you.
I LOVE YOU MY PRECIOUS SWEETHEART. =)

Y1:43 AM

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

hey hey hey!

i'm back after few days of busy day. =)

did alot of things for the past few days,

new year countdown, birthday celebration, school reopen, project.

though it's tiring, but i've enjoyed myself, so so so much! =)

31th Dec 2009 ( new year eve )

it's last day of year 2009,

and i've encountered ups & downs for the entire year.

broke up from previous love, met my new love,

awful r/s with family, mend up with family,

screwed my studies, pulling up my socks.

sadness, happiness, depressed, hopeless, joyful,

that's the feeling i've for my year 2009.

but i'm glad that you've pulled me up, honey.

and always being there for me,

just like how we first met, first outing, first movie, first dating,

all meant so so so much for me. =)

waited for baby to book out,

woke up at 11am and yet i'm still late!

aww, i'm gonna reach earlier than you next time.

so after he booked out, went to have our lunch first.

then back to baby's house and slacked around.

cos meeting with the others at 8pm.

then headed to suntec to eat dinner.

then waited for shiyan, clarence, yong chie, johnson to come.

after that, justin joined us after his work.

we started to panic cos there were damn loads of people,

and the place that we can still see firework was at padang.

so we walked to there and while waiting for the firework,

took pictures and played around.

5, 4, 3, 2, 1.. HAPPY NEW YEAR! =)

the fireworks were sooooooooooo beautiful,

and baby hugged me tight to watch it with me, aww.

1st new year with you, and i still want to have 2nd, 3rd, till 50th new year with you ok?

went to catch a movie, Treasure Hunter by Jay zhou and Lin Zhi Ling.

zhimian came to join us too.

the movie not bad, and Jay's acting skill improved.

and Lin Zhi Ling is so pretty can, even when she's on naked complexion.

so unfair. =X

after the movie, took night rider back to baby's house and sleep.

1/1/2010 ( friday)

went to have dinner with Joyce, Sze Lee, Bendegen and Kenneth.

actually was to pre-celebrate my birthday,

but due to some last minute back out, van went JB, cheryl working,

so i suggested just to have a chill out session.

after dinner, went to purchase movie ticket.

meanwhile still have some time, so just chilling.

then.............

Joyce and Szelee said wanna go toilet,

we waited and waited,

and assumed they were flushed away, haa.

SURPRISE!

they brought a super cute cupcake for me,

adorable, thanks guys. =)

went to watch The Forth Kind,

it's a movie about alien abduction at Nome, a town in Aslaka.

there were videos, voice recording as evidences,

looks so unbelievable, yet somehow so amazing.

people can go and catch this out.

after movie, then home sweet home. =)

2/1/2010 (saturday)

got to complete my project,

so cant meet baby in the morning,

when i was busy doing my work,

baby was sleeping like log.

and guess what,

he got 26 missed calls from me, and i swear that was the very first time i called 1 person for sooooooooo many times. =X

do you feel honour honey? =)

went to meet honey at Bugis,

and he appeared with a balloon. laugh. =)

aww, he really never failed to surprise me.

then waited for my WCP cliques to arrive,

and had a hard time to meet 1 another due to wrong information. HAHA.

finally, met everybody at 730pm,

then waited to nearly 8pm to start our dinner at Empire State.

ate, laughed, chatted, cake cutting.

we left at around 10pm, that ended our gathering. =/

wanted to watch Avatar, but tickets were sold out.

so went to play arcade with baby,

then home sweet home with baby. =)

3/1/2010 ( sunday)

was a lazy day,

i think i slept like a log, and baby woke up kinda early that day.

i din snatch ur blanket and pillow hor! evil laugh.

after i woke up from my beauty sleep,

we had hard time to decide where to go.

Tampines? Town? where?

end up we went to Bugis again.

just simply walked around and i need new clothes too.

watched "Do You Hear About Morgans",

quite funny and somehow inspired me,

on how to maintain and treasure a relationship.

had our dinner, then went back to baby's home for pack up,

he's booking in.

then after he booked in, home sweet home for me. =)

4/1/2010 ( monday )

school reopen!

the holiday seemed so short,

and i've not yet enjoyed enough.

as usual, having lectures and tutorials.

school ended at 5pm,

went home and coma.

super tired.

woke up at 10pm, baby chatted with me till 12am,

cos he wanted to be the first to wish me happy birthday.

how sweet he is uh. =)

when the clock strikes 12, and here i bid goodbye to my 19.

5/1/2010 ( tueday )

happy birthday to me,

happy birthday to me! =)

WOOTS, i'm officially 20 this year,

like so old already. yucks.

anyway, i pon-ed morning lesson today,

i finished my project at around 2 plus in the morning on the previous night,

and i'm way toooo lazy to wake up early in the morning 7am.

went to school at 1pm, had lessons all the way to 5pm.

baby went for his treadmill test,

and came to fetch me at my school. =)=)=)

then went to Ikea to have dinner with some of my classmates.

baby went back to camp, and i went back home.

thanks baby, for finding time out today!

i'm really really really appreciated of what you've done.

and just like what i've said, you are the best present i've received. =)

not to forget,

all the birthday celebrations, all the birthday wishes, no matter it's through MSN, SMS, FB or which ever way, I'M REALLY THANKFUL TO ALL OF YOU. =)

without your, i dont think my life will be filling up with different colours.

after a thunder storm, there'll always be rainbow,

thanks guys, for being my rainbow. =)

Y10:33 PM

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

"baby, i'll love you till my last breathe. =)"

honey, do you know,

this is the best gift you've given me so far.

enable me to remember it for life. =)

Labels: you're my life.

Y3:52 PM

Monday, December 28, 2009

PICTURES FOR OUTING WITH GIRLS. =)

Y5:53 PM

PICTURES FOR ECP! =)

Y5:30 PM

hey people! i'm back. (;
had a fruitful and fun week. weets.

21/12/2009 (mon)
went to ECP with baby and ryan.
i love the blue sky and white clouds.
strolled and cycled.
had alot of fun with them. =)

22/12/2009 (tue)
that day was a lazy day for us.
stayed at darling's house then woke up at late afternoon.
went to Tampines to walk around,
then back to his house for dinner.
then darling going back to camp. eww. =(

23/12/2009 (wed)
went to marina barrage with my crazy gfs,
ah van, joyce and sze lee!
done alot of stunts over there, haha!
esp sze lee! ur "luo ti hui" dropped alot hors? LOL.
then tried very hard to fly a kite,
none of us has any experience to fly a kite,
so we were running like mad, and imagine how messy our hair were.
goodness. =X
after all, it's tiring BUT it's damn fun.
after that, went to JP with ah van as joyce need to go for dance and sze lee went home for dinner.
JUST NICE, darling had his night out,
so meet him short while and then went to buy x'mas presents.
he went back to camp and i went back home. =X

24/12/2009 ( thurs )
it's x'mas eve! =)
baby booked out damn early that day,
ard 12 plus.
then met him, had lunch.
went back his house, changed, then went to orchard.
wanted to catch a movie but we were too late,
tickets were sold out.
so went to have dinner at "Breeks",
then walked around and home sweet home. =)

25/12/2009 (fri)
X'MAS! =)
went to city hall in the afternoon,
then went back to darling's house for celebration.
met most of his relatives,
and babies are cute! =)

26/12/2009 (sat)
poor darling got guard duty,
woke up at 6am,
then sweetie sent me back home first and back to camp.
went to work, then back home sleeppppppppp...

27/12/2009 (sun)
baby finished his guard duty at ard 8 plus in the morning,
i woke up late, =X
rushed to meet him, had breakfast then back to his house.
slacked around, then din manage to go out,
cos my FAT FAT was tired and slept till so peaceful.
dont wanna wake him up,
then just nice it was his dad's birthday too.
so stayed at home to celebrate his dad's birthday.
had dinner etc,
then darling booked in again. =X

that's the summary for my whole week,
i'm lazy to go in detail. haa.
guess what i'm trying to say is,
I LOVE TO STICK WITH MY BABY &
I LOVE HIM SO SO SO MUCH! =)
aww, baby sent me a message that's really sweet lahs.
it goes like this:
"baby, i dont mind to be a flower idiot (HUA CHI, 花痴) for you,
i just want to love you wholeheartedly!"
I LOVE YOU, NICHOLAS YEO. =)

Y12:29 AM

Saturday, December 19, 2009

hey guys. (:

had a great day with darling today.

able to see him early in the morning,

in a new environment,

and he've got a peaceful looks when he's sleeping.

aww, guess "blissful" is the right word to describe everything.

so had lunch and everything,

headed to suntec with his parents and brothers,

to get desktop from the electronic fair.

darling is feeling damn disappointed now hors?

haha, cos he cant get his iphone today.

actually it's a good thing as........................

he wont glue his eyes on iphone and ignore me. BLEAH.

then watched "Bodyguards & Assassins".

overall............... NOT BAD.

as in the action parts,

but some parts kinda funny yea.

after movie, darling sent me home and he cabbed home.

=) =) =)

PS:

i guess no point carry that meaningless conversation,

well, I'm not the person you're refering to,

then I'm not lo.

afterall you can say whatever you like,

so why should I bother uh?

and darling told me: " She just being childish and why you wanna join in the fun and make yourself looks childish too? Now I'm with you, the person I'm hugging now is you, so why bother about someone that dont matter as well as the past?"

true enough, why should I bother?

so entertainment ended, and thanks for people who're sooooooo concern about everything. =)

as for the passerby,

I think you dont have right to comment anything also,

cos you're not involved and i guess you dont have any right to comment my lauguage uh.

so what if my english is not good?

so what if I cant write or type good english?

affect you uh?

go and apply to be a english teacher then,

and you can comment as much as you like. =)

NIGHTS GUYS.

Labels: min is in a beautiful mood. =)

Y11:09 PM

Friday, December 18, 2009

great!

THANKS, CELESTE KOH! =)

for posting such a.... ermm..

i dont know any nice adjective to say about it,

i guess a NAGGY post, who makes people think that you're good uh?

I'll just keep it short and sweet.

of cos i wont close down my blog because of 1 small kid out there,

i have sooooooooooooooooooooo MANY things to say,

haha!

next, dont act as if you're not talking about me when you actually copied texts and bold the words,

if you're, just say you are.

stop praising yourself like a saint.

lastly, congrats! you found yourself a awesome boyf!

then care about your stuffs and dont waste time bothering people.

so dont ever message him again and say how sorry you are,

you should know you are nothing to him.

once again, thanks for explaining the whole thing,

and if you're not refering to me,

why bother to explain so much?

never gonna understand kid. LOL.

i'm done, and if you wanna continue this "conversation",

be my guest. =)

PS:

for people out there who are having question marks appearing here and there,

check this sweet lil girl's blog out yeah.

xoxocel.livejournal.com

tata. =)

Y12:24 AM

Thursday, December 17, 2009

alright,
I happened to bump into some1's blog,
and guess she's too free lahs,
that's why got time to comment about her EX boyf and his CURRENT gf's life.
below is what that small kid wrote:

"GAWD, i cant stand those bloody girls who cant survive w/o their boyf being arnd . wthhhh , i mean , come on , you dont need your boyf t be thr w you 24/7. whyd you make your life revolve arnd him ? HE GOT NS MEANS GOT NS T SERVE LUH , stupid retarded bitch , give some lame reason/ excuse saying NS SPOILS PPLS R/S ?!?! you retarded uh ah lian wnabe?! crazyyy.

GET A DAMN LIFE LUH .ahhahah , im so glad im nt such a girlf . or at least ive learnt t be a independent girlf so to speak . HAHAH !(:"

well, she's commenting on my post dated 22/10/2009.

A message to the owner of that blog, CELESTE KOH!
hey, you're not my friend,
and I'm not gonna be your friend too.
if you wanna call me a bitch, retarded,
put down my name big and clear alright,
just like what i'm doing now.
look, your name, BIG AND CLEAR.
dont call people "bitch" when you're acting like 1 too.
i din snatch your boyf, i din spoil your r/s,
so you're plain jealous now,
or you want my boyf back uh?
if you want him back, then i guess you should put in other effort to win back his heart, rather than calling his CURRENT gf names.
CHILDISH, cant blame, people are still young.
if you've got so much time to read my blog,
and bother about how your EX boyf doing with his CURRENT gf,
why not spend those time read more books and get JC, POLY or even ITE?
rather than wasting your time commenting people's life.
and stop messaging my boyf how sorry you are feeling,
you are just a passer-by in his life,
and a stranger now with no past memories.
stop acting pathetic, you know he wont bother about you.
i guess you are just jealous cos we are loving right?
haha! then go and get yourself a boyf,
and be a independent gf.
and if you are SO DAMN GOOD, i guess you also wont get dumped by my boyf lahs.
last thing i wanna say to you, KID!
be nice to people and people will be nice to you alright,
and you are stepping on my tail now,
so i guess you're not worth to be treated nice.

Y12:11 AM

Friday, December 4, 2009

today is another boring and normal day for me.

had EM3A test, and screwed the test up.

awesome, i just dislike math so much. =X

but gonna work harder for common test,

i'm not gonna retake it, NOOOO.

then due to 1 group mate didn't come to school,

so my group will be the only group that need to present next week.

initially can go off at 1pm,

but go home also got nothing to do,

so just chill at school and do DOE quiz.

reached home watched vcd till damn engrossed,

that show is call 妻子的诱惑.

currently showing at channel u, 7pm.

well, it just worth to watch cos i'm feeling anxious when watching it. =)

*sigh*

tomorrow have to go school for a workshop,

and gonna waste whole morning.

it's saturday!

just wanna go out and have fun. (:

PS:

wanted to see you so badly,

but dont know why,

just feel kinda weird now.

sorry for staying so far away from you.

distance do matters, at least to me.

你不懂我的心。

Y11:03 PM

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

I dunno why my blue sky with white clouds and butterflies are GONE!!
awww, dunno what's wrong with blogger.
zhen shi de.
anyway, today had a long and tiring day.
our ideas for the module Product Innovative were all rejected like dont need money,
whole class of 16 people, each gave 3 ideas = 48 ideas,
and guess what?
only 2 out of 48 ideas were alright.
how awesome can it be, woots.
then went for break,
had econ and 3 hrs of MATH.
i just DISLIKE math,
so complicated and troublesome. =X
good thing is tomorrow dont have lesson,
get 1 day off from school.
i'm so boring and wanted to just go far far away,
if possible, i wanna go taiwan, hong kong actually anywhere,
to stay for a month, even do nothing also never mind.
just feel boring staying here,
no life, no place to go. *sigh*

PS:

hey sweetie,

how are you doing inside?

thou i'm talking to you every night,

but that doesnt seem enough.

i'm like got alot alot of things to talk to you,

always just cant get to talk enough then you are off to bed.

missed your clinging,

missed your hugs,

missed your kisses,

missed your stupid faces,

missed your big eyes,

missed how you hold on to me,

missed how you smiled,

missed your sleeping face,

missed how you throw temper,

missed everything of yours.

well, we are lacking of time now,

but that shouldnt be e reason to makes our r/s shake,

right?

just like what you said,

did so much why are we still fighting,

over senseless things.

who's right & who's wrong,

what's the matter?

what matters is the love we had.

i know i've got a tough character and hard mouth,

but you're still important to me,

even though i might looks that i dont care,

is just that i'm not strong enough to express clearly,

and i'll choose to escape.

i want to be strong for you now,

and keep our r/s strong.

we were badly hurted that day,

and this shall proves how much we need each other.

just believe in yourself and us,

hold me tight and i'll stay by your side till the day we are dying.

i promised.

Labels: nicholasyeobelongstoahminnnnn

Y11:17 PM

我愿意- 王菲

思念是一种很玄的东西
如影~随形
无声又无息出没在心底
转眼~吞没我在寂默里
我无力抗拒特别是夜里喔~
想你到无法呼吸
恨不能立即朝你狂奔去
大声的告诉你~

愿意为你我愿意为你
我愿意为你忘记我姓名
就算多一秒停留在你怀里
失去世界也不可惜
我愿意为你我愿意为你
我愿意为你被放逐天际
只要你真心拿爱与我回应
什么都愿意
什么都愿意为你

我无力抗拒特别是夜里喔~
想你到无法呼吸
恨不能立即朝你狂奔去
大声的告诉你~

愿意为你我愿意为你
我愿意为你忘记我姓名
就算多一秒停留在你怀里
失去世界也不可惜
我愿意为你我愿意为你
我愿意为你被放逐天际
只要你真心拿爱与我回应
什么都愿意
什么都愿意为你
我什么都愿意
什么都愿意为你

Y12:37 AM

Sunday, November 29, 2009

perhaps your love will just die like those dying roses.

those fucking feeling, dont keep coming back and haunt me.

it's killing me and my soul cant take it long.

Y1:58 AM

Friday, November 27, 2009

you can be my sweet dreams or beautiful nightmare.

PS: I'm feeling fucking unwell

and wanna chop off my nose and head!!

Y1:03 AM

Monday, November 23, 2009

this whole week I'm having E-learning,

what's E-learning?

in case some people dont know about it,

it's actually a self-study programme where we are suppose to do the assignments

that are given from the lecturer, and do some self study at home.

short form = study on your own without going to school.

but seriously I hate E-learning, cause got so much work to be done in a week,

and I've got assignments for 6 modules,

how awesome can this be? =X

went to school today to do some group work.

spent 1/2 ofthe day at school doing work,

then went home, watched a little bit of show and chatted with Ryan (he's cute!).

then had dinner, just simply slacking around.

THEN! something happened that really shocked me.

I saw my darling standing outside my house, and

was holding this lovely flowers.

I was like AHHHH, hahaha. =)

shocked first then feel touched, LOL.

he never failed to surprise me,

even though we dont have much time for each other now.

then darling just rest awhile at my house,

kept answering my naggy mum's questions. haa.

then we went to get some stuffs, and he's back to camp.

awww, that was so sweet lahs,

THANKS baby, I LOVE YOU. =)

Y11:20 PM

Flaws & All- Beyonce

I'm a train wreck in the morning
I'm a bitch in the afternoon
Every now and then without warning
I can be really mean towards you
I'm a puzzle yes in deed
Ever complex in every way
And all the pieces aren't even in the box
And yet, you see the picture clear as day.
I don't know why you love me
And that's why I love you
You catch me when I fall
Accept me flaws and all
And that's why I love you
And that's why I love you
And that's why I love you
I neglect you when I'm working
When I need attention I tend to nag
I'm a host of imperfection
And you see past all that
I'm a peasant by some standards
But in your eyes I'm a queen
You see potential in all my flaws
and that's exactly what I mean.
I don't know why you love me
And that's why I love you
You catch me when I fall
Accept me flaws and all
and that's why I love you
And that's why I love you
And that's why I love you
I don't know why you love me
And that's why I love you
You catch me when I fall
Accept me flaws and all
And that's why

PS: this song really sing out my feeling!! =)

Labels: I LOVE NIC (:

Y12:18 AM

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

fuck, fuck, fuck.
i just feel fucking sian now.
if i know i'll be reacting this way,
i would rather not know anything about your past.
i dunno how to believe whatever you told me,
regarding whether i'm the first to make you feel this way,
or i'm the first for you to do all sort of thing to me.
revealing of past. and i saw that truths and facts.
SHIT LAHS, YOU ARE A KPO GIRL! IDIOT.

Y6:03 PM

Monday, October 26, 2009

today was an awfully depressing day for me.

actually nothing happened,

but i just felt ewww..

MONDAY BLUESSSSSSS....

i dont wanna be alone, cos i hate to be alone,

and yet i pretend i can handle lonliness well.

i wanna get along with people,

yet i found i cant find common things to talk with my classmates.

i just feel i'm auto withdraw away from them,

and there's the part i dont understand.

AHHH...

i want to get interested in something,

i want to make my life more interesting,

i just dont wanna let my life wasted in this boring state.

i feel like i'm a fcuking bitch! =X

Y9:24 PM

Thursday, October 22, 2009

baby, baby.

look at this picture and what you will think of?

haa. amazing isn't it? (:

alright.

past few days nothing much happened,

school life is boring, with boring lectures and boring lecturers.

i realised i've got nothing to look for everyday when i wake up everyday.

just cant get to see baby, cant get near him, cant even hear his voice for more than an hour.

damn, i just need him so badly.

till i'm not interested in anything else.

haisssssssssssssssssssss.........

stupid NS is trying to spoil people's r/s,

****

Labels: love you so damn much. sigh.

Y11:45 PM

Monday, October 19, 2009

i simply love this quote cos it makes alot of sense. (:
so guys, dont ever break a girl's heart,
will kanna KARMA alright. haa.
hmmm.
i should start from which day,
kinda lost count of days ever since holiday started. =X
shall start from last wed.
went to class chalet after work,
stayed till friday morning.
as usual, BBQ, played cards, mahjong bleh bleh.
then friday went home slacked awhile,
waited for baby to book out,
and we headed to bugis for Jason's bday dinner.
had a great dinner with them (pek wei, vee shen, wei cong, jason, sky, angela, li shi, ming feng and my honey.)
after dinner, went to play arcade then home sweet home.
saturday was my wife, JOYCE's 19th bday.
went to have lunch at cine with baby, van, joyce, cheryl, szelee, minyi, ben and yuzuo.
then watched the bloody movie, sorarity rows.
not that it's not nice, just not good for faint hearted people. haa.
then had dinner, slacked awhile, and that ended our day.
i missed sec school life,
how we always stick together and do stupid things together.
I WANNA GO BACK! haa.
spent my sunday with my baby.
i just love him to bits. ^^
and cling on him like bear! weets.
school started today,
and it was so damn boring!
this sem dont need to have any good day to live on,
cos almost all the modules are gonna have exams.
that's so ewww.. =X
tomorrow gonna be another tough day,
nights people. =)

PS: TO HONEY VAN!

CHEER UP ALRIGHT?

AND DO WHATEVER YOU THINK IT'S RIGHT! =)

Labels: my dear, you are my angel

Y11:24 PM

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

these few days spent a great time with my darling. (:

sorry uh,

my life only revolve with work and boyf,

so pardon me if i'm mushy or boring. =)

friday waited for boyf to book out,

then slacked around at his house.

satuarday went to orchard ( my 2nd house ),

ate lunch, watched "funny people", shop around.

sunday went for sun tanning, FINALLY.

been saying that for dont know how months already.

baby was so nice to buy soya bean milk,

he always surprised me with his little action. ^^

sun tanning, then go get something,

and back to his house to prepare for book in.

awww..

and i just found out that,

my time table sucks.

everyday till either 4pm or 5 pm.. yucks.

i miss you honey. =(

Y12:15 AM

Thursday, October 8, 2009

my 100th post. (:

today dont need to work,

so met up with ah van to get something.

supposed to meet at 3pm,

then both of us waited for each other,

3.30pm then saw each other. haa.

then headed to Orchard,

had our lunch first,

and started looking for the stuffs that we wanted.

then ah van spent like 1/2 hrs to chose a pair of shoes,

and i nearly yawn till death. =X

finally she got her shoes,

then we walked around the town,

and home sweet home.

tiring but fun day, as it's been sometime since only the BOTH of us went out.

shall do that more uh, (:

get to see boyf in less than 24 hrs, finally.

update soon, nights. ^^

Labels: wo ai de ni ah, wo ai de ni. heh. =)

Y10:53 PM

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

imissyou imissyou imissyou

iloveyou iloveyou

imissyou imissyou imissyou

iloveyou iloveyou

imissyou imissyou imissyou

iloveyou iloveyou

imissyou imissyou imissyou

iloveyou iloveyou

imissyou imissyou imissyou

iloveyou iloveyou

imissyou imissyou imissyou

iloveyou iloveyou

Labels: 5 more days to 11th (:

Y12:11 AM

Monday, October 5, 2009

not much thing happened past few days.

fri went to have dinner with baby when he booked out,

then he told me how's his guard duty and so on.

and and that 3rd party conversation sounded so eww.. =/

then satuarday actually wanted to go sentosa for sun tanning session,

but, wahs. very suay.

whenever we said wna go for sun tanning,

that day will not be any sunlight appearing,

worst still, it rained.

so we went to art museme instead,

quite interesting,

especially when you saw an art piece that is as simple as aiyo,

you will start to like, I CAN DO IT ALSO! haa.

but saw some really amazing art pieces,

kinda impressed by those.

after that, went to bugis to have dinner with clar, shiyan, yong chie and zhi mian.

walked around then back to bishan.

had a great night with boyf cos.... =)

we did something evil but fun. haa.

then sun just slacked throughout the day till he booked in again. =(

today dont need to work,

so met up with angela to have dinner.

chatted about her sucky job,

with sucky people.

JUST QUIT ALRIGHT, BABE.

i pretty summarize up things going on these few days.

last but not least,

i'm looking forward this coming friday when baby books out,

next monday: girls outing with sisters

next satuarday: small class gathering. (:

PS: I LOVE YOU HONEY, SO SO MUCH.

Y11:31 PM

Friday, October 2, 2009

i could stay awake just to hear you breathing
watch you smile while you are sleeping
while youre far away dreaming
i could spend my life in this sweet surrender
i could stay lost in this moment forever
every moment spent with you is a moment i treasure
dont want to close my eyes
i dont want to fall asleep
cause id miss you baby
and i dont want to miss a thing
cause even when i dream of you
the sweetest dream will never do
id still miss you baby
and i dont want to miss a thing
lying close to you feeling your heart beating
and im wondering what youre dreaming
wondering if its me youre seeing
then i kiss your eyes
and thank god we were together
i just want to stay with you in this moment forever
forever and ever
dont want to close my eyes
i dont want to fall asleep
cause id miss you baby
and i dont want to miss a thing
cause even when i dream of you
the sweetest dream will never do
id still miss you baby
and i do

Y1:43 AM

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

nothing much happened this few days.

working as usual,

but new envionment at scotts Isetan.

I prefer there to Wisma Isetan,

stocks can be found more easily,

and not that strict than Wisma.

and the promoters are fun loving.

I just hate the travelling part,

i took nearly 2 hours to reach home the day before,

damn ass. =X

later back to Wisma again,

i'm gonna survive through, =)

PS:

offically resiged from Zinc,

felt quite what,

after all also got feeling already,

after working so long.

last time kept complaint this and that,

when leaving also will she bu de.

sigh. =X

Labels: love you.

Y12:19 AM

Monday, September 28, 2009

here to blog about sunday stuffs.

nothing much actually.

went to work ( my old job ),

can consider is my last day as after today,

i'm no longer a sales assistance for this company.

kinda miss it, after all spent almost 2 years working there,

and got a good supervisor.

well, people just got to move on and move on.

for some reasons, we just cant choose to stay at the same place.

just wanna thanks mr ah lai for being such a great supervisor these 2 years,

and really thankful for everything. (:

awww, STOP IT, i dont like this kinda of feeling. *sigh*

alright, then had dinner with baby before he book in.

i'm just a greedy lady,

i want to stick with him every single second. aww.

just dont like the moment when we got to apart.

i'll get to see baby in another 4.5 days. :(

later working at 4pm,

think of the travelling, abit sian.

what to do, ENDURE!

Labels: 好爱好爱你

Y1:19 AM

Friday, September 25, 2009

first day of work still not that bad,

i was being left alone since 6pm till close,

luckily there's aint any situation happened.

then knew a few promoters,

got partner to go back home with me,

just nice the aunty next to my counter stay at CCK too. (:

nothing much also,

just abit strict,

cant use phone, must use this entrance that exit etc.

other than that, i quite like that job.

relaxing and time is flexible,

in charge and boss also quite nice.

later going for work again, and meet baby.

book out so late later, ewww.. =X

Labels: awww. i miss you so so so so much nia.

Y1:21 AM

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

actually wanted to change new blog skin,

but worked on it,

there's keep error here and there.

quite pissed off.

baby sure like that blog skin,

cos got his favourite blue sky and white cloud.

*蓝蓝的天，白白的云，是我想和你在一起的地方* (:

i shall continue to work on it later on.

alright,

nothing much happened the whole day.

my life just turns to be bored when baby is inside camp.

what to do?

only he can entertained me well. =)

sweetheart,

i shall keep blog and blog,

so you got something to read on whenever you book out alright.

and this week, i'll remember your dars chocolate.

looking forward to friday. ^^

Labels: i love you, so so much.

Y1:49 AM

Friday, September 18, 2009

我喜欢这样跟着你

随便你带我到哪里

你的脸

慢慢贴近

明天也慢慢地慢慢清晰

我喜欢你爱我的心

轻触我每根手指感应

我知道

它在诉说着你承诺言语

PS:

i love you more than anything in my life, baby. (:

thanks for loving me,

thanks for been a wonderful boyf all these months.

you know, words just simply cant describe how important you are to me.

and i'm more than willing to spend my next 50 years with you.

Labels: ah min is crazy in love with nic.

Y1:05 AM

Sunday, September 13, 2009

i'm sorry,

just dont mean it.

but i just need your understanding.

towards my feeling and needs.

since like we are not on a agreement,

nothing more to comment.

let it be then.

Y3:03 AM

Thursday, September 10, 2009

BABY!

i miss you,

so so so so much. ):

说你也一样爱着我
有一个温暖角落那是我心窝
把你的爱收起来放进我的口袋
不让你轻易离开
我会永远爱着你
到老还是同一句因为我珍惜
轻轻地摇着篮椅带着老花眼镜
还记得我们这首歌这首歌
还记得我们这首歌

Y1:13 AM

Sunday, August 30, 2009

2.13am.

feeling abit not that good.

tired plus up & down feeling I'm feeling these few days.

perhaps, perhaps, perhaps.

I'm still not up to your standard.

perhaps, perhaps, perhaps,

I'm the nasty one who always make you angry.

perhaps, perhaps, perhaps,

I just don't know what you want.

my heart starts to afraid,

afraid of your mood and thinking.

if only less problems occured,

less emotional issues,

I guess I'm the most blissful lady right now.

am i? hais.

Y2:12 AM

Saturday, August 15, 2009

There's alot of things I wanted to do suddenly.

don't know this sudden feeling came from where,

perhaps I'm just feeling damn insecure about myself now.

my appearance, my figure, simply my everything!

yes yes, I'm just VAIN, damn vain~ ewww.

-I want to slim down

-I want to have a long and silky hair

-I want flat tummy

-I want to have long and wow legs

-I want to have good temper

-I want you to love me more

-I want less quarrels

-I want to throw away my damn ego

all these look so easy yet so hard to get.

it's never a good thing for me to love someone so much,

the insecure inside of me is gonna kill me soon.

Y12:32 AM

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

owl is here to blog.

2.07am and my sleeping bug still haven come find me yet.

boyf is playing his PS3 with his new game,

so i'm having free time now. =)

alright.

today (tue) was quite relaxing uh.

morning dont have to go for SQC lab,

so lesson started at 1pm.

had quiz and went through our project.

boyf came school to fetch me,

and waited for 1 hr plus.

sorry baby, bu shi gu yi de. LOL.

then went to chinatown to find tour company for our trip.

and and and,

WE CONFIRM GOING FOR HOLIDAY~

damn excited! hahaha.

now looking forward to 31st August,

like pre-honeymoon~ OOPS. =)

after settled our trip admin,

off to orchard for dinner and movie.

watched " Murderer" by Guo Fu Cheng.

the movie starting not bad,

then behind got abit no sense.

overall rating, 3/5.

boyf sent me home after that.

i'm missing him to bits now. =D

nights reader.

My beloved boyf loves to act cool~ LOL. =)

Labels: wo zui ai zui ai de ni, zhen de hao ai ni. =)

Y2:06 AM

Sunday, July 26, 2009

I've been neglected my blog,

feel abit bad. LOL.

well, just way too lazy.

alright alright.

nth much happened this month.

went to sun yan zi's concert on 11th July,

she rocks! awesome. haa.

never waste my 8 years to support her.

celebrated vanecia's bday.

had alot of fun with sisters.

missed the time we used to spend together in school. =D

then went to discovery centre and science centre,

my boyf love to go on educational trip.

LOL.

actually, it's quite fun.

especially science centre, cos alot of cool stuffs there. =)

nothing much also.

study, work, go out.

damn looking forward to my coming holiday.

hope everything goes on and

i'll be on holiday with my beloved. =)

Labels: dont let me go cos i wont. =)

Y11:30 PM

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

冰冷的空气
雨水落进我和你
强忍着泪水的眼睛
都不想分离
为什么要在这里
表演不在乎的一出戏
我们该好好谈的不只是天气
解不开僵局
我们既然有伤害彼此的力气
为什么不努力
爱情让人靠得太近
忘了留点余地
孩子气
其实我只是输不起
我们淋着大雨不知何时才能放晴
坏天气
敞开了彼此
雨夜不会停
先开口的人算不算不争气
诱惑甜蜜现在要有点勇气
伸手拉住你
留你陪着我
等待天晴

PS: I do care, i'm just sucks in expressing myself.

If that's irritates you, sorry.

But dont ever say I'm acting, that's an insult in our relationship.

you are tired of me, just say so.

Labels: you will never understand how important you are to me.

Y3:54 PM

Thursday, July 16, 2009

戴佩妮 - 原谅我就是这样的女生

作词：戴佩妮 / 作曲：戴佩妮

我不够认份所以怕再为谁作出牺牲
爱要有天份所以我始终学不会放任
我不够天真不允许我傻傻的等
对自己残忍多残忍我要有分寸

我太过认真所以才相信所谓的永恒
爱让人恍神所以止不住不小心沉沦
我太负责任不允许有太多悔恨
对自己坦诚多坦诚我自有分寸

无辜的人很需要叹气声
我只是无辜的人很需要叹气声
有一些文字的吻只留给伤过的人
明知道有些问题没有答案还是要问
原谅我因为我就是这样的
原谅我因为我就是这样的女生

这样的女生
这样的女生
原谅我就是这样的女生

Labels: this kind of feeling sucks.

Y4:11 PM

Monday, July 13, 2009

眼神- 孙燕姿

被现实推挤
梦想会变形
执着让人
觉得好吃力
我只是看着你
了解的神情
微笑扬起
又能继续
有时候爱是一种眼神
赶走所有苦闷
是你让我记得自己不是一个人
有你在什么都有可能
因为彼此信任
真的爱情不需要保证(会恒温)
你从不劝我
别逆风飞行
牵手陪我

it's hard to predict my mood,

pardon me if i'm pissing you off.

Labels: I hate the uncertain feeling that's hiding inside of me.

Y11:25 PM

Sunday, July 12, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO VANECIA,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU. =)

Y11:50 PM

Friday, July 10, 2009

everything seems to be boring to me now.

school is boring.

assignments, projects, tests.

way to lazy to study,

perhaps i'm gonna slack thru my whole poly life.

work is boring.

nasty customers keep yelling for discount.

stupid customers who treat us like dog.

dont treat us the way as if we own you billion of dollars.

we dont deserve those awful attitude.

everyday just being a wilful girlf,

i'm indeed irritating at time.

even i dislike myself too.

damn it.

Y11:54 PM

Thursday, July 9, 2009

(credits to Nicholas Yeo)

WE BELONG TOGETHER. =)

Y3:28 PM

Monday, June 29, 2009

school started today,
meaning no more slacking days for me,
cos there will be exams coming up.
i've enough for slacking days,
so shall pull up my socks and study real hard now.
woke up at 7 plus,
perpared this and that then off to school.
someone saw me and msg me.
this will be the very last time i mention you in my blog.
you should know who you are.
STOP messaging me or talk to me at anywhere.
i dont seems the need and i just dont want to entertain you.
if you are jealous of my life,
then i can only say life is much much better now.
just accept the fact and stop attracting my attention like a kid.
cos i wont give a fucking care on you.
had lesson all the way till 4pm.
then stay back awhile to do IMS project.
went to Westmall to meet my real sister,
watched Transformer for the 2nd time,
and i fallen asleep at the same part!
damn it. LOL.
after movie, had dinner at Swensen.
home sweet home after that.
now waiting for my DA SHAO YE to come home entertain me,
these few days like dont have much time to communicate.
later shall pester him. =)
nights, readers.

Labels: 全部的爱都归杨振威 ^^

Y11:03 PM